WTF ?!?

So, I sent M a copy of the previous post...his comment, "that was nice." I wanted to get a comfy, mushy, loving feeling back for the weekend...nope. PS dear reader, it's been 18 years since that wonderful afternoon that I wrote about. Now he's gone, work stuff, much of the time, still refuses to marry me, and more and more I am finding worrisome evidence of emotional infidelity. He's getting texts at 12:30 in the morning to come over, he's signing emails to people other than me with "all my love".... WTF?